Of kacip fatimah,

Fo shiz.
12 o' clock hasn't strike yet but here am I...tapping away for a scheduled post. I am a lady with a mission..and no man is able to stop me. I am Wrath! I am Anger! To top it off that, I peed in my pants! (cue: eww) Full-fledged New Year mood, alas! Truth be told we Moslems are living in a new year! (3rd Muharam as I speak) Yes I know you are thrilled to know why I peed in my pants, lo' and behold! No, I will not spill the beans. Humilating enough for me to tap it out. (note: I peed in the public) Strange revelation for a pre-countdown post...indeed.
So, this is it?
Au revoir 2008! I am indeed stoked from all the blessings (post-achievement, social life, money, maturity, materials, circle of friends) and misfortunes (decreasing academic profile, ever so average stamina, lost faith, lost hope & trust) that befall on me. I can't say I am sonsy enough to face 2009 with a big smile, but I am definetely sober enough to catch the drift. I am awesome for maintaining my sanity eventhough my days in school are well known for it's hecticness (good lord how annoyed must Ainil be seeing me running up and down doing god knows what), I am sinned for letting my thoughts run wild and letting my faith gone (nearly) astray, I am a snob for thrifting and wasting my monthly wages and their savings to satiate my hunger on clothes and other materialistic so called valuables. (sorry Umi, Abah, Angah) I undergo such pain dealing with pre-bankcruptcy but as my friends came for an aid I am a saviour now. (special thanks to Mun, Fai, Salwa) I vouched on changes but visible improvement is not what I see! I deem on things that ended up not worth to trust for. I led things gone astray..I forgo my academic portfolio (figuratively) and I lack blessings from Allah Himself!

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Everything happens for a reason. I'm a one hell tough cookie! (Insyaallah)

- thanks to the loser who posted this.