19 posts from December 2008

Note; Harem pants + Red checked shirt + Red rims + Red heels = A1 Add Maths scorer = Big butt demon = this girl

Have fun getting toyed and fooled. :-)

I am a friend who doesn't befriend you like others because..just because. (cue; Aladdin setan sound FX)

One hell of a ride with you, and I am 100% stoked! Thanks man! All this while, I got gobsmacked, hit on, knocked on, bullshitted on, ignored on, and all sorts of shitfucks you've done, I appreciately treasure it. I will continue bitching about you because we're one hardcore friends! I'm euphoric because of you! You suck! If you forget about me I'mma get that elephant who crossed the road and bust your boobies and mash your ass! Then you can't dance or shake your booty anymore (haha padan muka) :-D

p/s: Wonder who's the beaver? (grins at someone when she gets back)

Late night, sippin' fags (ha-ha bullshit) after a decent 5 hours sleep, self-visualising in mind...crunchin' fat chicken drummets, (I'm having a slight fried chicken fetish, gross I know) observing dad in his (no, my) bright espirit duvet, and..doing nothing at all. I've done my report quite some time ago, (yesterday 10pm but I fell asleep shortly after that) just didn't had the feeling to send it yet. So here I am, Cookie Crisp-ing, with my Donut beside me (and a retarded WI-FI) and a glass of cranberry juice on my left, I am nothing but happy. Ahh, yes, we teenyboppers might call this as, EMO? Well truthfully I am not..for the propensities of mine are more abstract than just EMO. (well in a simple english word I would say, confused, grins) Alas! my blogger is once updated. (I still have 2 more to go) I couldn't care less about the things revolving around me...because I feel nothing, except of this revolting and sick feeling (apa kes ni?) that is already thickening inside me.

Oleh itu, aku rasa sakit hati dengan diri aku sendiri. Mesti sebab banyak sangat baca blog orang (especially the other side of people) and terpengaruh dengan pemikiran mereka. (there's too many opinions..I am confused) Rasa macam nak berubah, konon dapat wake-up call tapi hari-hari same je (rut..what a rut) macam cibai! Masalah tak la sampai boleh bunuh diri, tikam org, kelar lengan whatsoever, tapi macam masalah ni datang dari diri. Cam..nak kata low self-esteem tak lah, confidence level aku ok je kot, uproaring lagi adalah..tapi macam sifat, ha sifat dalam diri ni, makin busuk je rasa. (you know, when your gut feeling tells you that something is fishy..it is) Aku macam nak cari ketenangan dan aku tahu hanya Dia sahaja lah tempatnya. (since I am having the time of the month, I am limited to many things that I wish I can do it NOW - delaying it when I am able to do it) Jadi sekarang aku banyak beristighfar...harap-harap baiklah kesudahannya. Aku tak mahu 2008 jadi lebih gelap untuk aku jadi at least..at least (chill la kambing bukan pasal kelas je aku nak emo) hati aku tenang nak menghabiskan 2008. Malas lah aku nak tulis 2009 will be great and bla bla all the asinine prattle, baik duduk dalam bilik drilling untuk SPM. (bukan drill dinding, paham-paham ah metaphor dia) Jadi for the first time in my life having all this running commentaries, InsyaAllah aku tak akan habis kan masa berpuluh jam dekat sini tulis hentah apa resolutions yang akhirnya macam tahi and instead of doing that, aku duduk dalam bilik bermuhasabah munasabah (munasarawak) kan diri. Mungkin spring clean rumah ke, apa ke. Janji productive (dari type pasal 2009 *&^*@&^(*$ suma tu) Satu je aku plan. Aku nak jadi nerd yang paling cool dalam 2009. Kira nerd = rajin solat/rajin ingat Tuhan/rajin belajar rajin segalanya (tapi bukan goody-goody two shoes- cam undang-undang sekolah tu g mampus la sikit; though tak melampaui batas lah) & cool = keeping tabs on the latest digs and writes biting posts here, and everywhere. Ambik kau! :-D Kiranya aku rasa entri ini sesuai dibaca oleh semua lapisan umur, jadi aku akan set entri ini viewable oleh semua. Ok? :-) (Ceh macam la orang baca en, mana tahu..silent reader pssst psst, Ainil kalau baca (guarantee in Malay apa eh..ah jamin) jamin kau mesti comment haha! Ok enough clamor)  Agak best ah taip dalam bahasa Melayu. Tapi obviously bukan dalam bahasa baku. Bayangkan kalau aku boleh karang satu perenggan dalam bahasa baku tetapi masih bukan skema untuk dibaca oleh orang ramai, nescaya aku akan dilabel...skema jugak. Betul tak?

A short post for a short person with a big heart and big mouth (for a guy) :

Happy Birthday to the boy who is becoming a man and sooner becoming a husband and a father. (god, imagine what will I be doing that time) You're the wackiest, reckless wittiest yet funniest and deepest (in terms of words) boy I've ever met. Get you ass up and start studying for SPM boy! You still need a SPM warrant to be doing whatever you love! Have fun, enjoy the ride, hold on to your faith...and don't start sippin' fags anytime soon. (don't ever do it) Love your drumsticks (chicken drumsticks are yummy!) and love Allah the most. Wish you a blessful year ahead, believe in what you love, and trust in what you held on to. I hope you understand what my title is trying to imply.
LASTLY, INGAT TUHAN AND JANGAN SUKA-SUKA SANGAT.

Semoga Allah Memberkati Kamu, Selamat Hari Jadi. :-)

You may have forgetten me, but I haven't.
Love,
Your mum.

Silent readers, most of my posts are protected. Sign up/sign in to read. Au revoir. There are some things that are painful enough when people read it, but that's the best part. (no I am not sadistic, it's just a self-infliction thing) It's time to get my geeks on! (didn't I say that already?)

I am seriously loving the ambience here. Go to hell blogger (pun intended!)

Bless my bark!
Like, so damn blithe..awesome (not anymore!)
I feel like a goddamn cunt...masked in a horrendous haircut. (a failed attempt) 15th marks the day off I cleared my conscience, how estatic I was. Right ear hurts...thanks to the post-piercing pain I had, though it was a slow burn to me at first..(I was delirious enough I fail to feel the pain) Well, the days I lived through has been awesome? superb? so far. Probably an underestimation, but who gives a fuck.
Palay! Palay!
Delights...they are gone. Yes, this is the part where I jump of joy and throw confettis to myself. What a wack. 5 minutes past 5 pm when I reach home my eyes caught their travel bags outside...with weird baskets and bins (yes I'm not kidding/exaggerating) aligned side by side. Happiness to the brim...with an extra of RM5 in my pocket (that big mouth cried, it nearly shakes me up a lil' but it wasnt more than just a mockery, scoff)
Something stirs in my mind..ahh yes revelation of truth shows that..a friend of mine owns an Ipod. That makes three of us now..and I was thinking of creating a coterie..Coterie of Itouches. Or maybe Scion of the Ipoders, for goodness sake friends stop buying Ipod touch! Telling you the truth, I notepadded  this entry using my donut. Seriously, my donut is such an IT Ipod. Si? (My notepad can copy/paste/change font/resize/the likes; can your's do the same?)
Never misjudge the greatness of the name..for there are many reasons that my tech has been named as a food..(a)donut,doughnut...(whatever it is) is derived from 'doughty' (or so I think) bares the meaning as; 'great;chivalrous;strong;tough'..(b) it's such an addiction..the sweetness and the fluffiness (of a real doughnut I mean), what an infliction. (c) It sounds cute, aww me ;-)

Random blurb: If Pettyfer is not chosen to play Bond during our era, it will only happen because, (a) they have stopped producing Bond movies..(b) when they started making stories about Bond being an ugly loser who works in a grocery shop and watches porn late at night..and (c) well, he's dead? so they have to like..get a new guy? -cross you fingers and hope Radcliffe doesn't get into the list because if he happen to get the role, prepare to enthrall (note:sarcasm) yourself seeing a horse as his Bond girl..instead of scoring a chick with a great rack and tappable ass (how superficial)

I suppose that..I am wrong!
Your behaviour is left questioned at the periphery. Damnit..I really understand nothing at all.
Jezmine's online shop has been refreshed for god knows how many times...sad to only realize that she will only be updating 30 mins extra than the intial time (grr)
Yes, I suppose this post is done just to kill time?
(patience...)
The suspense is killing me, and I can't regurgitate any words no more.
OK IT'S DONE!